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So Gorgeous

by Cozmicsoulfire

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Reptile 03:44
Reptile You are a reptile you don't need me you enflame my mind all the time ,all the time , all the time yeah You are a reptile want to consume me drag me in your dungeon my inner shadow, my inner shadowwww Ch: Oh baby blue how can i get rid of you obsessed with all these thoughts youre invading me to let down my guard I m in dark thoughts,dark emotion , dark memories,dark experieces oh no,ohhhh nooooo Sleepless nights all the time, i can't get you out of my head It's a never ending story bleeding my soul wicked creatures oh so sad i got to figure out how to eliminate your force am i the dragonslayer of this fear in my head yeahhhh Ch: Oh baby blue how can i get rid of you obsessed with all these thoughts youre invading me to let down my guard I m in dark thoughts,dark emotion , dark memories,dark experieces oh no,ohhhh nooooo annoying,annoying whisper in my head yea baby annoying,annoying i don't wanna hear your voice whispering in my head Ch: baby blue how can i get rid of you obsessed with all these thoughts youre invading me to let down my guard dark thoughts,dark emotion , dark memories,dark experieces oh no,oooh i can't let you go dark thoughts,dark emotion , dark memories,dark experieces all the wounds i've just been healing dark thoughts,dark emotion , dark memories,dark experieces oh no,ohhhh nooooo Lyrics & music & production Marianne Vedder CSFdeepinnerMusic® All rights reserved
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Haunting me 05:06
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This is Life 03:58
This is life She screams in silence,waiting for the right moment to kill the pain inside,bleeding out what she hides now in patience,cuz she can´t give up can´t decide what´s the right thing to do Ch:This is life,this is pain, is the truth ever the same and what´s left of it,it´s her game... As wolves turn away,dark wings fly over shattered stones In a bad dream becoming real,dimensions touching her face like a vision clear Ch:This is life,this is pain, is the truth ever the same and what´s left of it,it´s her game... Smoke the weed,pop the pill,kill the emotion of what´s missing here,struggling to kill the pain, navigating through lifes minefields, like screwiness falling from the skies on the sacret sin within... Ch:This is life,this is pain, is the truth ever the same and what´s left of it,it´s her game... She needs to wake up from her reverie she has been lost in dreams Drifting in realms of imagination Time to express what she can, Manifest the vision,in the real world.... Ch:This is her life...,this is her pain,is the truth ever the same and what´s left of it,it´s her game...2x heyheyheyyeah!! All rights reserved: CSFdeepinnerMusic® Lyrics M.Vedder music M.Vedder
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So Gorgeous 04:07
So Gorgeous Do Not Disturb me it's Too Late for Tears, i've cried them all No One Said It Would Be Easy Alone In The Dark... Since We Last Spoke The Apocalypse of insanity A Brief History of pain Sword of Truth tell me what is my reality now no string of hope to cling to, You Deliver The Weird Heartless distance to Me,so cruel Baby you are So Gorgeous but stay away inflicting pain Baby you are So Gorgeous but with you I go insane Baby you are so heartless and cruel you make me feel like a fucking fool The Empire Of Agony The Dawn Of The Dying love forever banned out of your life ripping my heart,crushing my soul I only had love,it should be enough but your world is made of rejection it locks your mind,closes your vision Crack a Smile baby you are Faded Reality Baby you are So Gorgeous but stay away inflicting pain Baby you are So Gorgeous but with you I go insane Baby you are so heartless and cruel you make me feel like a fucking fool The Wheel of Time broke The Circle both out here on our own Projecting Dreadful Shadows of colliding worlds in a past that was yours,I was not that one you shaped in self destruction but i fell in love With The Beautiful South to escape your raging inner hate her Southern Comfort and starry eyes healed my wounded being Baby you are So Gorgeous but stay away inflicting pain Baby you are So Gorgeous but with you I go insane Baby you are so heartless and cruel you make me feel like a fucking fool oh baby so heartless The Forgotten Terror Steal Across the Sky Vault Archives ripped open everytime i'm reminded of you...( i go insane ) Lyrics & music & production by Marianne Vedder a.k.a Cozmicsoulfire csfdeepinnermusic® All rights reserved
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What it is like Entwined fates Delicate sound of torture Love tearing us apart On the path of possesion Ch:Do you know.... What it is like to be alone without you Do you know... What it is like to be alone without you In the game of life where is the time for my tears I am in the old country of my heart in the chambers of the sea I roam i search. Where we were destroyed Like we were under a spell The hand of fate Killing our destiny Without mercy Ch:Do you know.... What it is like to be alone without you Do you know... What it is like to be alone without you Do you know.... What it is like to be alone without you Do you know... What it is like to be alone without you Somebody came t love me you see Only to make it heavier I was hurt already Going right through my pain bare to the bone Ch:Do you know.... What it is like to be alone without you Do you know... What it is like to be alone without you Do you know.... What it is like to be alone without you Do you know... What it is like to be alone without you Without you without you Lyrics&music&production by Marianne Vedder CSFdeepinnerMusic All rights reserved
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Rain,rain,rain (Pouring down on me...) rappin: I was broken,my money was broken, my spirit was broken my dreams were broken, everything got broken, hungry for a life unbroken Rain,rain,rain Pouring down on me... I dont know where to search I dont know who i'll be I only know that this rain is falling down on me Walking along this lonely road Hair is wet,Wind hard blowin' Think i am sad,just some blue And Baby you know,it's because of you I never knew love could be like this I never dreamt it should be like this and Baby you see it's not only me and Baby it's true it's not all cuz of you Rain,rain,rain Pouring down on me... I dont know where to search I dont know who i'll be I only know that this rain is Pouring down on me The road is reaching far ahead And Baby you make me feel so bad Bad to feel this is very real Talking it over ain't your kinda deal yeah baby just talk to me,talk to me,talk to me! Rain,rain,rain Pouring down on me... I dont know where to search I dont know who i'll be I only know that this rain is falling down on me...Yeah! rappin: I was the walking dead,i was the aching physically and emotionally overwhelmed and depressed ,could not imagine this was my life So Baby it's true I have to leave from this sticky web you weave If I can't be myself again I have to go but where? Rain,rain,rain Pouring down on me... rappin: So emotional starving I dont know where to search being with other people in relations that are depleting and drowning and destructive Telling myself i am captured So in emotional hunger it gives a heartburn i am in pain I don't know where it leads to I dont know who i'll be I am emotional hungry for love I only know that this rain is Hunger for more in my life But i don't know how to fly My heart is burning My heart is yearning So free so free to be me falling down on me So free so free to be me baby ooooh rain rain oooh ooooh rain!! ooooh rain rain oooh ooooh rain!! Lyrics & music & production by Marianne Vedder for CSFdeepinnerMusic® All rights reserved
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I lie to myself I Lie to myself The way I feel The way I think,baby I'm gonna speak the truth No more Lies,No more fear No more excuses I am unhappy with you I am miserable, my heart knows it,my head knows it my body reflects it I cannot sleep at night Sleeping with you is a lie,yeah Being with you is a lie,yeah Yeah baby,I lie,to myself, to my friends to my family I don't want to hurt you But my head is swimming in confusion The Questions I want to deny Dark tormented is my reality It's complicated and it suffocates me,yeah baby long before it got to this point It was one hollow lie after another Keeping facades,ill effects of enstrangement Shapeshifting to pleasure you feeling walls closing in on me and all the while in my heart i know the truth you dont want to see i know I don't want to hurt you But my head is swimming in confusion The Questions I want to deny Dark tormented is my reality Making you responsible for my misery solo ahaha haaaaa haaaa I make up something i can live with I make up something i can deal with the fictious story in my head cuz the truth is so painful I lock it away instead I think i am telling you it's like addiction gotta speak my truth I have to own it or will go screaming and all the while in my heart i know the truth you dont want to see i know I don't want to hurt you But my head is swimming in confusion The Questions I want to deny Dark tormented is my reality Making you responsible for my misery and all the while in my heart i know the truth you dont want to see i know Oh baby baby i let you know I am not gonna stay here Oh baby baby I let you know I have to break the chain here and all the while in my heart i know...... music&lyrics&production : Marianne Vedder a.k.a Cozmicsoulfire ® CSFDeepinnerMusic®
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The Queen 04:24
The Queen I´m like a stained glass window spreading lightning baby,i have many colors and components coming together creating something breathtaking I! embody the energy of the child,the queen and the rockstar i won´t sacrifice my desires for the sake of your validations what i´ve been trough, i´ve gone through the rain i´m here to take center stage bringing joy and delight following my heart felt emotions sharing lightning mind like a rapier,sharp and i´m witty baby you need provocation to get turned on you are sapping my energy with your negative searching for tension your unpredictable,persuasive,possesive and explosive, always on the point of walking out you are black and white and difficult to sway want it to have it your way see there you lost me...yeah now it´s about me baby coming out times so confusing creating a strong sense of self( don´t fear my memories ) informing what i´m choosing now i´m going for myself been there,seen that,done that i´m more clearer now,baby i´ve gone trough the pain denial the bittersweet sister of destruction that you never really loved me in subconcious manifestation of guilt but i had love for both baby you only loved yourself and you know as a pisces woman i dislike dissonance,so i escape by creating a smoke screen to get lost in overwhelming release of tension I! embody the energy of the child,the queen and the rockstar it was an interesting ride thank you for all those years you have been a master in learning like a fast train running to knowledge What i´ve been trough i stand through the rain nothing confuses me baby cuz i´ve gone through the pain2x i´m the queen...yeah Lyrics&music&production by Marianne Vedder CsfdeepinnerMusic All rights reserved
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I dont sing sweet songs I remember bangin your door screaming your name to let me in but you could not set aside your fucking pride It's too strong what we feel It has burned us Need and abandonment Attraction,rejection,redemption and making out..... CH: I dont sing a sweet songs I need to get it out my venom Out of my system yeahhh before I can carry on... I dont sing a sweet song I got to get it out the venom Out of my system yeahhh before I can carry on... I remember givin it all up for your love losing friends to please you I remember my romantic dreams they were smashed and crusified Energy going through the walls Telepathic vibes when apart from you Where did it all had to go to? Why did I had to loose you? F Two souls destroyed by circumstance of their own creation A prophecy of tragedy in failing destiny oh baby CH: I dont sing a sweet song I need to get it out my venom Out of my system yeahhh before I can carry on... I dont sing a sweet song I need to get it out my venom Out of my system yeahhh before I can carry on... I dont sing a sweet song I got to get it out the venom Out of my system yeahhh before I can carry on... Lyrics & music & production by Marianne Vedder for CSFdeepinnerMusic® All rights reserved
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Let the demon out I see a cross ( It's you It's you...) It's laying on a rock ( It's you It's you...) It has sacrified itself to maintain harmony I see a sword in a museum The world opposing to it's deepest self ( It's you...) So scared for the expression Where has my rebel gone ? You must be filled with hate by now( You must be filled with hate by now ) Stuck in a transformation and the battle goes on...( and the battle goes on ) To fill the deep void in yourself You gotta let the demon out of your closet You have gone off your path so long ago You gotta let the demon out of your closet What is it you want to show You gotta let the demon out Is it the warmth of your heart or pure coldness You are a caretaker but when you are gonna give it to yourself? Well your emotions in a disparaging light The librium takes over Hunger dying in your eyes and you are giving in to evil ways oooohhh let it out,let it out,let it out,let the demon out solo it's you,it's you ,It's you..... To fill the deep void in yourself You gotta let the demon out of your closet You have gone off your path so long ago You gotta let the demon out of your closet What is it you want to show You gotta let the demon out of your closet Well ( come on,come on ,come on ) you say everybody wants a piece of you ( come on,come on ,come on ) Well ( come on,come on ,come on ) when are you gonna give it to yourself You got to let the demon out ( come on,come on ,come on ) You got to let the demon out of your closet ( come on,come on ,come on ) you got to let it out.... Lyrics & music & production by Marianne Vedder CSFdeepinnerMusic® All rights reserved
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Womans gotto do what a womans gotto do I woke up this morning after this deep dreaming I heard you screaming my name with your deep raw voice I smoke another sigarette listening to your songs Oceans away but I wanna share your bed you with your brown rasta hair Chorus : Searching for me you are cuz a Womans gotto do what a womans gotto do and I wanna make love to you yeahhhh A Womans gotto do what a womans gotto do baby..... I'd call you my superfly yeah Down on earth we try and fly yeah My superfly can't you come to me how I remember past times ,is it a past life? Chorus : Searching for me you are cuz a Womans gotto do what a womans gotto do and I wanna make love to you yeahhhh A Womans gotto do what a womans gotto do baby..... We come out of the shades yeah with our bodies we've got it made yeah I am calling out your name do it again my little superfly lets fly and fly Chorus : Searching for me you are cuz a Womans gotto do what a womans gotto do and I wanna make love to you yeahhhh A Womans gotto do what a womans gotto do baby.....2x Lyrics & music & production by Marianne Vedder CSFdeepinnerMusic® All rights reserved
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I can do it now There were times i said somebody help me There were times I was so alone Cuz baby since you left me I did not know where to go chorus: I can do it,I can do it now All my tears have run out dry I can do it,I can do it now No turn on this crossroad cuz I can fly,I can fly In to freedom... You always thought life would give us torture Like fate would lead us through some other dark time But I know now that it isn't true and I can do it oh I can do it without you chorus: I can do it,I can do it now All my tears have run out dry I can do it,I can do it now No turn on this crossroad cuz I can fly,I can fly In to freedom... solo My love where are you now I can say with all my heart I am free of you now I am free of you now I am free of you now..... chorus: I can do it,I can do it now All my tears have run out dry I can do it,I can do it now No turn on this crossroad cuz I can fly,I can fly In to freedom... oooooooohhhh I can do it now ( is such a good,good feeling) chorus: I can do it,I can do it now All my tears have run out dry I can do it,I can do it now No turn on this crossroad cuz I can fly,I can fly In to freedom... Lyrics & music & production by Marianne Vedder CSFdeepinnerMusic® All rights reserved

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released May 24, 2016

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Cozmicsoulfire Amsterdam, Netherlands

Artist/Producer&Songwriter is making wild rocking sexy tasty,juicy rock /pop 'n metal
with a bite: you can jig 2, sing along with and bang 2! \,,/ sounding like a mixture of Ann&Nancy Wilson,
Melissa Ethridge, Grace Slick,Linda Perry, a lady Robert Plant
with a badass attitude to rock :refreshing, vibrant, sexy ....
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