1. |
Reptile
03:44
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Reptile
You are a reptile
you don't need me
you enflame my mind
all the time ,all the time ,
all the time yeah
You are a reptile
want to consume me
drag me in your dungeon
my inner shadow,
my inner shadowwww
Ch: Oh baby blue
how can i get rid of you
obsessed with all these thoughts
youre invading me to let down my guard
I m in dark thoughts,dark emotion ,
dark memories,dark experieces
oh no,ohhhh nooooo
Sleepless nights all the time,
i can't get you out of my head
It's a never ending story
bleeding my soul wicked creatures oh so sad
i got to figure out how to eliminate your force
am i the dragonslayer of this fear in my head yeahhhh
Ch: Oh baby blue
how can i get rid of you
obsessed with all these thoughts
youre invading me to let down my guard
I m in dark thoughts,dark emotion ,
dark memories,dark experieces
oh no,ohhhh nooooo
annoying,annoying whisper in my head
yea baby annoying,annoying
i don't wanna hear your voice whispering in my head
Ch: baby blue
how can i get rid of you
obsessed with all these thoughts
youre invading me to let down my guard
dark thoughts,dark emotion ,
dark memories,dark experieces
oh no,oooh i can't let you go
dark thoughts,dark emotion ,
dark memories,dark experieces
all the wounds
i've just been healing
dark thoughts,dark emotion ,
dark memories,dark experieces
oh no,ohhhh nooooo
Lyrics & music & production
Marianne Vedder
CSFdeepinnerMusic®
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2. |
Haunting me
05:06
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3. |
This is Life
03:58
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This is life
She screams in silence,waiting for the right moment
to kill the pain inside,bleeding out what she hides now
in patience,cuz she can´t give up
can´t decide what´s the right thing to do
Ch:This is life,this is pain,
is the truth ever the same
and what´s left of it,it´s her game...
As wolves turn away,dark wings fly over shattered stones
In a bad dream becoming real,dimensions touching
her face like a vision clear
Ch:This is life,this is pain,
is the truth ever the same
and what´s left of it,it´s her game...
Smoke the weed,pop the pill,kill the emotion of
what´s missing here,struggling to kill the pain,
navigating through lifes minefields,
like screwiness falling from the skies
on the sacret sin within...
Ch:This is life,this is pain,
is the truth ever the same
and what´s left of it,it´s her game...
She needs to wake up from her reverie
she has been lost in dreams
Drifting in realms of imagination
Time to express what she can,
Manifest the vision,in the real world....
Ch:This is her life...,this is her pain,is the truth ever the same
and what´s left of it,it´s her game...2x
heyheyheyyeah!!
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Lyrics M.Vedder
music M.Vedder
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4. |
So Gorgeous
04:07
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So Gorgeous
Do Not Disturb me it's
Too Late for Tears,
i've cried them all
No One Said It Would Be Easy
Alone In The Dark...
Since We Last Spoke
The Apocalypse of insanity
A Brief History of pain
Sword of Truth
tell me what is my reality
now no string of hope
to cling to,
You Deliver The Weird Heartless
distance to Me,so cruel
Baby you are So Gorgeous
but stay away inflicting pain
Baby you are So Gorgeous
but with you I go insane
Baby you are so heartless and cruel
you make me feel like a fucking fool
The Empire Of Agony
The Dawn Of The Dying love
forever banned out of your life
ripping my heart,crushing my soul
I only had love,it should be enough
but your world is made of rejection
it locks your mind,closes your vision
Crack a Smile baby
you are Faded Reality
Baby you are So Gorgeous
but stay away inflicting pain
Baby you are So Gorgeous
but with you I go insane
Baby you are so heartless and cruel
you make me feel like a fucking fool
The Wheel of Time broke
The Circle
both out here on our own
Projecting Dreadful Shadows
of colliding worlds in a past that was
yours,I was not that one
you shaped in self destruction
but i fell in love
With The Beautiful South
to escape your raging inner hate
her Southern Comfort and starry eyes
healed my wounded being
Baby you are So Gorgeous
but stay away inflicting pain
Baby you are So Gorgeous
but with you I go insane
Baby you are so heartless and cruel
you make me feel like a fucking fool
oh baby so heartless
The Forgotten Terror
Steal Across the Sky
Vault Archives ripped open
everytime i'm reminded of you...( i go insane )
Lyrics & music & production by
Marianne Vedder a.k.a Cozmicsoulfire
csfdeepinnermusic®
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5. |
What it is like
03:37
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What it is like
Entwined fates
Delicate sound of torture
Love tearing us apart
On the path of possesion
Ch:Do you know....
What it is like to be alone without you
Do you know...
What it is like to be alone without you
In the game of life
where is the time for my tears
I am in the old country of my heart
in the chambers of the sea
I roam i search.
Where we were destroyed
Like we were under a spell
The hand of fate
Killing our destiny
Without mercy
Ch:Do you know....
What it is like to be alone without you
Do you know...
What it is like to be alone without you
Do you know....
What it is like to be alone without you
Do you know...
What it is like to be alone without you
Somebody came t love me you see
Only to make it heavier
I was hurt already
Going right through my pain
bare to the bone
Ch:Do you know....
What it is like to be alone without you
Do you know...
What it is like to be alone without you
Do you know....
What it is like to be alone without you
Do you know...
What it is like to be alone without you
Without you
without you
Lyrics&music&production by Marianne Vedder
CSFdeepinnerMusic
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6. |
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Rain,rain,rain (Pouring down on me...)
rappin:
I was broken,my money was broken,
my spirit was broken
my dreams were broken,
everything got broken,
hungry for a life unbroken
Rain,rain,rain Pouring down on me...
I dont know where to search
I dont know who i'll be
I only know that this rain is
falling down on me
Walking along this lonely road
Hair is wet,Wind hard blowin'
Think i am sad,just some blue
And Baby you know,it's because of you
I never knew love could be like this
I never dreamt it should be like this
and Baby you see it's not only me
and Baby it's true it's not all cuz of you
Rain,rain,rain Pouring down on me...
I dont know where to search
I dont know who i'll be
I only know that this rain is
Pouring down on me
The road is reaching far ahead
And Baby you make me feel so bad
Bad to feel this is very real
Talking it over ain't your kinda deal
yeah baby
just talk to me,talk to me,talk to me!
Rain,rain,rain Pouring down on me...
I dont know where to search
I dont know who i'll be
I only know that this rain is
falling down on me...Yeah!
rappin: I was the walking dead,i was the aching
physically and emotionally overwhelmed
and depressed ,could not imagine this was my life
So Baby it's true I have to leave
from this sticky web you weave
If I can't be myself again
I have to go but where?
Rain,rain,rain Pouring down on me... rappin: So emotional starving
I dont know where to search being with other people
in relations that are depleting
and drowning and destructive
Telling myself i am captured
So in emotional hunger
it gives a heartburn i am in pain
I don't know where it leads to
I dont know who i'll be I am emotional hungry for love
I only know that this rain is Hunger for more in my life
But i don't know how to fly
My heart is burning
My heart is yearning
So free so free to be me
falling down on me So free so free to be me baby
ooooh rain rain oooh
ooooh rain!!
ooooh rain rain oooh
ooooh rain!!
Lyrics & music & production by
Marianne Vedder
for CSFdeepinnerMusic®
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7. |
I Lie to myself
05:26
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I lie to myself
I Lie to myself
The way I feel
The way I think,baby
I'm gonna speak the truth
No more Lies,No more fear
No more excuses
I am unhappy with you
I am miserable,
my heart knows it,my head knows it
my body reflects it
I cannot sleep at night
Sleeping with you is a lie,yeah
Being with you is a lie,yeah
Yeah baby,I lie,to myself,
to my friends to my family
I don't want to hurt you
But my head is swimming in confusion
The Questions I want to deny
Dark tormented is my reality
It's complicated and it suffocates me,yeah baby
long before it got to this point
It was one hollow lie after another
Keeping facades,ill effects of enstrangement
Shapeshifting to pleasure you
feeling walls closing in on me
and all the while in my heart i know
the truth you dont want to see i know
I don't want to hurt you
But my head is swimming in confusion
The Questions I want to deny
Dark tormented is my reality
Making you responsible for my misery
solo ahaha haaaaa haaaa
I make up something i can live with
I make up something i can deal with
the fictious story in my head
cuz the truth is so painful
I lock it away instead
I think i am telling
you it's like addiction gotta speak my truth
I have to own it or will go screaming
and all the while in my heart i know
the truth you dont want to see i know
I don't want to hurt you
But my head is swimming in confusion
The Questions I want to deny
Dark tormented is my reality
Making you responsible for my misery
and all the while in my heart i know
the truth you dont want to see i know
Oh baby baby i let you know
I am not gonna stay here
Oh baby baby I let you know
I have to break the chain here
and all the while in my heart i know......
music&lyrics&production :
Marianne Vedder a.k.a Cozmicsoulfire ®
CSFDeepinnerMusic®
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8. |
The Queen
04:24
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The Queen
I´m like a stained glass window
spreading lightning baby,i have many
colors and components coming together
creating something breathtaking
I! embody the energy of
the child,the queen and the rockstar
i won´t sacrifice my desires
for the sake of your validations
what i´ve been trough,
i´ve gone through the rain
i´m here to take center stage
bringing joy and delight
following my heart felt emotions
sharing lightning
mind like a rapier,sharp and i´m witty
baby you need provocation
to get turned on
you are sapping my energy
with your negative searching for tension
your unpredictable,persuasive,possesive
and explosive,
always on the point of walking out
you are black and white and
difficult to sway
want it to have it your way
see there you lost me...yeah
now it´s about me baby
coming out times so confusing
creating a strong sense of self( don´t fear my memories )
informing what i´m choosing
now i´m going for myself
been there,seen that,done that
i´m more clearer now,baby
i´ve gone trough the pain
denial the bittersweet sister of destruction
that you never really loved me
in subconcious manifestation of guilt
but i had love for both baby
you only loved yourself
and you know as a pisces woman
i dislike dissonance,so i escape
by creating a smoke screen
to get lost in
overwhelming release of tension
I! embody the energy of
the child,the queen and the rockstar
it was an interesting ride
thank you for all those years
you have been a master in learning
like a fast train running to knowledge
What i´ve been trough
i stand through the rain
nothing confuses me baby cuz
i´ve gone through the pain2x
i´m the queen...yeah
Lyrics&music&production by
Marianne Vedder
CsfdeepinnerMusic
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9. |
I don't sing sweet songs
03:39
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I dont sing sweet songs
I remember bangin your door
screaming your name to let me in
but you could not set aside your fucking pride
It's too strong what we feel
It has burned us
Need and abandonment
Attraction,rejection,redemption
and making out.....
CH:
I dont sing a sweet songs
I need to get it out my venom
Out of my system yeahhh
before I can carry on...
I dont sing a sweet song
I got to get it out the venom
Out of my system yeahhh
before I can carry on...
I remember givin it all up for your love
losing friends to please you
I remember my romantic dreams
they were smashed and crusified
Energy going through the walls
Telepathic vibes when apart from you
Where did it all had to go to?
Why did I had to loose you? F
Two souls destroyed by circumstance
of their own creation
A prophecy of tragedy
in failing destiny oh baby
CH:
I dont sing a sweet song
I need to get it out my venom
Out of my system yeahhh
before I can carry on...
I dont sing a sweet song
I need to get it out my venom
Out of my system yeahhh
before I can carry on...
I dont sing a sweet song
I got to get it out the venom
Out of my system yeahhh
before I can carry on...
Lyrics & music & production by
Marianne Vedder
for CSFdeepinnerMusic®
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10. |
Let the demon out
03:57
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Let the demon out
I see a cross ( It's you It's you...)
It's laying on a rock ( It's you It's you...)
It has sacrified itself
to maintain harmony
I see a sword in a museum
The world opposing to it's deepest self ( It's you...)
So scared for the expression
Where has my rebel gone ?
You must be filled with hate by now( You must be filled with hate by now )
Stuck in a transformation
and the battle goes on...( and the battle goes on )
To fill the deep void in yourself
You gotta let the demon out of your closet
You have gone off your path so long ago
You gotta let the demon out of your closet
What is it you want to show
You gotta let the demon out
Is it the warmth of your heart or pure coldness
You are a caretaker
but when you are gonna give it to yourself?
Well your emotions in a disparaging light
The librium takes over
Hunger dying in your eyes
and you are giving in to evil ways
oooohhh let it out,let it out,let it out,let the demon out
solo it's you,it's you ,It's you.....
To fill the deep void in yourself
You gotta let the demon out of your closet
You have gone off your path so long ago
You gotta let the demon out of your closet
What is it you want to show
You gotta let the demon out of your closet
Well ( come on,come on ,come on )
you say everybody wants a piece of you ( come on,come on ,come on )
Well ( come on,come on ,come on )
when are you gonna give it to yourself
You got to let the demon out
( come on,come on ,come on )
You got to let the demon out of your closet
( come on,come on ,come on )
you got to let it out....
Lyrics & music & production by
Marianne Vedder
CSFdeepinnerMusic®
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11. |
Womans gotto do
03:43
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Womans gotto do what a womans gotto do
I woke up this morning
after this deep dreaming
I heard you screaming my name
with your deep raw voice
I smoke another sigarette
listening to your songs
Oceans away but I wanna share your bed
you with your brown rasta hair
Chorus : Searching for me you are
cuz a Womans gotto do what a womans gotto do
and I wanna make love to you yeahhhh
A Womans gotto do what a womans gotto do
baby.....
I'd call you my superfly yeah
Down on earth we try and fly yeah
My superfly can't you come to me
how I remember past times ,is it a past life?
Chorus : Searching for me you are
cuz a Womans gotto do what a womans gotto do
and I wanna make love to you yeahhhh
A Womans gotto do what a womans gotto do
baby.....
We come out of the shades yeah
with our bodies we've got it made yeah
I am calling out your name
do it again
my little superfly lets fly and fly
Chorus : Searching for me you are
cuz a Womans gotto do what a womans gotto do
and I wanna make love to you yeahhhh
A Womans gotto do what a womans gotto do
baby.....2x
Lyrics & music & production by
Marianne Vedder
CSFdeepinnerMusic®
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12. |
I can do it now
04:37
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I can do it now
There were times i said somebody help me
There were times I was so alone
Cuz baby since you left me
I did not know where to go
chorus: I can do it,I can do it now
All my tears have run out dry
I can do it,I can do it now
No turn on this crossroad
cuz I can fly,I can fly
In to freedom...
You always thought life would give us torture
Like fate would lead us through some other dark time
But I know now that it isn't true
and I can do it oh I can do it without you
chorus: I can do it,I can do it now
All my tears have run out dry
I can do it,I can do it now
No turn on this crossroad
cuz I can fly,I can fly
In to freedom...
solo
My love where are you now
I can say with all my heart
I am free of you now
I am free of you now
I am free of you now.....
chorus: I can do it,I can do it now
All my tears have run out dry
I can do it,I can do it now
No turn on this crossroad
cuz I can fly,I can fly
In to freedom...
oooooooohhhh I can do it now
( is such a good,good feeling)
chorus: I can do it,I can do it now
All my tears have run out dry
I can do it,I can do it now
No turn on this crossroad
cuz I can fly,I can fly
In to freedom...
Lyrics & music & production by
Marianne Vedder
CSFdeepinnerMusic®
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