Name: I Lie to myself
Duration: P00H05M26S
Description: Rock

I Lie to myself

from So Gorgeous by Cozmicsoulfire

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I lie to myself

I Lie to myself
The way I feel
The way I think,baby
I'm gonna speak the truth
No more Lies,No more fear
No more excuses
I am unhappy with you
I am miserable,
my heart knows it,my head knows it
my body reflects it
I cannot sleep at night

Sleeping with you is a lie,yeah
Being with you is a lie,yeah
Yeah baby,I lie,to myself,
to my friends to my family
I don't want to hurt you
But my head is swimming in confusion
The Questions I want to deny
Dark tormented is my reality

It's complicated and it suffocates me,yeah baby
long before it got to this point
It was one hollow lie after another
Keeping facades,ill effects of enstrangement
Shapeshifting to pleasure you
feeling walls closing in on me

and all the while in my heart i know
the truth you dont want to see i know
I don't want to hurt you
But my head is swimming in confusion
The Questions I want to deny
Dark tormented is my reality
Making you responsible for my misery

solo ahaha haaaaa haaaa

I make up something i can live with
I make up something i can deal with
the fictious story in my head
cuz the truth is so painful
I lock it away instead
I think i am telling
you it's like addiction gotta speak my truth
I have to own it or will go screaming

and all the while in my heart i know
the truth you dont want to see i know
I don't want to hurt you
But my head is swimming in confusion
The Questions I want to deny
Dark tormented is my reality
Making you responsible for my misery
and all the while in my heart i know
the truth you dont want to see i know
Oh baby baby i let you know
I am not gonna stay here
Oh baby baby I let you know
I have to break the chain here

and all the while in my heart i know......

music&lyrics&production :
Marianne Vedder a.k.a Cozmicsoulfire ®
CSFDeepinnerMusic®

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from So Gorgeous, released May 24, 2016

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Cozmicsoulfire Amsterdam, Netherlands

Artist/Producer&Songwriter is making wild rocking sexy tasty,juicy rock /pop 'n metal
with a bite: you can jig 2, sing along with and bang 2! \,,/ sounding like a mixture of Ann&Nancy Wilson,
Melissa Ethridge, Grace Slick,Linda Perry, a lady Robert Plant
with a badass attitude to rock :refreshing, vibrant, sexy .... ... more

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